I can write anything in here. I created this blog because I need a place where I could force all my emotions and feelings out of every part of me. So if you do not wish to share any of my problems, please go away. Thank you.
I hate myself. I don't know how a thing that simple could make me cry. You see, after I had posted my last update, my dear Mahal sent me a text message, and boy, was I pissed off. Grr. I know that he just made her up to annoy me but... I really got hurt this time. I didn't have a clue why I got jealous. Instead of avenging my feelings and saying some things that would tear us apart, I turned off my cellphone. I was crying in front of the computer when it restarted (Okay, how did that happen???). Half an hour passed and I finally turned my phone on. His messages arrived but I still couldn't take it. I turned it off again. My needs at that moment required a little privacy and my room greatly satisfied it. Inside my small but comfortable room, I broke down and cried my soul out. For fifteen minutes I tried different things (e.g. slaping my face, pounding my hand, and punching the wall) that would release my emotions. When I was ready to face everything, I turned my phone on for the second time. Then I apologized to him. Very good. For those who wanted to know, there you have it. That's what happened. Sorry for my unusual behavior. I love you, _ _.
***We have classes tomorrow. Thank God. Thank You very much. Still, I need another favor. Could You please suspend our classes tomorrow when we're all at school? Thank You!! Haha. Naughty, naughty me.
